*Regarding my failed Canada bid, V: "We're all disappointed FOR you; we're not disappointed IN you."

...on some level, I guess I knew that. I know I can be my own worst critic sometimes, but I really DID feel like I let my friends down by hyping it up like a sure thing, and then not delivering. Maybe sometimes you just need to hear the words of reassurance out of other ppl's mouths to put your heart at ease(?).

I dunno, nowadays I keep telling myself that it wasn't what I would've wanted anyways, that things turned out for the better... I dunno if I really feel that way, or if I just need to convince myself of it so I can move on? =/