My mind and my heartstrings are always tugging in opposite directions, and if neither one wins, I'm stuck in the middle of the road of life like a deer in headlights. Yet no matter which one wins in the end (or neither), I'll always feel like I got the short end of the stick, and that I had little or no say in it all. -_- *siiiiigh* The grass will ALWAYS be greener on the other side. =/