I am not prepared to make the sacrifices necessary to obtain that which I desire, and thus I am undeserving of having it in the first place. =/

(I originally meant the above statement in reference to obtaining a perfect physique (while still wanting to eat like a glutton), but come to think of it, it's really kind of a broad overarching statement with regards to ALL aspects of my life.) I know what it takes, I know what to do and how to get it; yet if I can't bring myself to do it, I don't deserve to have it. I am unworthy of having anything I desire. =( "Is the juice worth the squeeze?" uggghhh... it's hard to say sometimes, and failing hurts so much more than not trying. Maybe I need to lower my expectations. =/