So summer came and went, and for a couple months, I thought I was set with two job offers lined up, and everything was gonna work out ok. Then both offers were more or less rescinded, and I'm once again in the position of not knowing what I'm gonna do.

So you'd think life would be pretty carefree with no job to go to and no school either, huh? Well, it's not. You can't really enjoy your free time, cuz you feel guilty about not being productive. Its like, if your mind is too busy worrying about the future, you can't enjoy the present. And that's kinda where I stand right now. There's this prevailing feeling of [uselessness] when you want a job, but just can't seem to get one.

So the few weeks worth of fun this summer have kinda started to dry up as my former college colleagues start their jobs or enter grad/law/med school. I find myself the only one who's not in any of those, and that's a real lonely feeling. Daytimes especially, when everyone's off doing their thing, and there's no one to hang out with anymore.

Man, I need to get a job. =/ Anyways, once recruiting season starts up back at UT, it's back down to Austin for some hardcore interviewing.