Thursday, May 23, 2002

And thus it ends... my 12 years of PISD schooling. You know, I don't exactly feel overjoyed like I expected to be. Instead, I feel this... [emptiness]. It feels like it ended before I even got into it- like I missed the experience altogether. Now I almost wish it wasn't over.

I took the AP Macroeconomics and Physics C makeups today, so I was at school until like 5:00. When I walked out, everyone had already left; the campus was deserted... It was one of the loneliest feelings I've ever had at school (, and I feel lonely quite a lot). It wasn't how I envisioned it ending; I thought there would be some moment of triumph, some sort of epiphany, with beams of light shining down & heavenly music playing. No, this wasn't how it was supposed to be... it can't end like this...

"This is the way the world ends
Not with a bang but with a whimper."
~ T.S. Eliot "The Hollow Men"

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