Man, I think watching that movie triggered some kind of catharsis or something. Well, I guess not so much of a "release" of any sort; it's like all these feelings of confusion and anxiety just hit me all at once. It's like I feel like crying, but can't isolate the reason for it. I want to think (, and it would seem that I am), but there's like this static in all my thoughts- I can't focus. My head just feels all muddled. Aggghhh... can't even express the way I feel, blehhhhhh... =(