(MIT) deferred................................. CRAPPIT!!!

ok, yea, it's official now: I'M A LOSER! =(
*sigh* I think I'll go cry my eyes out now or something...

*Actually, I don't feel half as sad as I know I ought to be. I think I'm still in shock, and my brain hasn't yet accepted the cold hard truth. When it hits me, everyone'll wonder why I just burst into tears for no apparent reason... til then, I'm living... still... unfortunately. Man, more than just not getting accepted, it hurts cuz it's an implication that I'm not nearly as good, cool, smart, whatever as I thought I was- that's a pretty harsh realization. =(

**I've got the urge to pound something... preferably bipedal