Well, this afternoon, my parents pretty much decreed that I'm doomed to go to UT. They said if I want to go anywhere else, I pretty much have to magically come up with a full scholarship... MIT? Stanford? Full scholarship? ...fat chance... DANG it!!! Why!?!?!?!? =*( ...and I had such high hopes for myself too... =(

And on top of that, my mom announced her plans to move back to Taiwan after I leave for college and sell the house. Just the thought of that is terribly depressing. Going off to college away from home, and when there is a vacation, I won't have a home to go back to... I'll be all alone, never to see the inside of my room again, never to come back to this town called Plano. *sigh* Way to drop the bomb on me- on a Thanksgiving. Well, that pretty much ruins my day...

I keep thinking of this scene from Cowboy Bebop, where this lady has to give up her dream of running off with someone, and she tears up this sheet of paper with her hopes, and scatters them into the wind & rain... yea, that's how I feel right now...